2nd day

Goodbye 2010, Hellooooooooooooo 2011 !

Happy Happy New Year folks !

To start things of . LOL

My NY's celebration isn't that grand . I was kinda expecting something huge and fun and whatnot but turned out to be kinda .. Sad ? I don't really have the words for it but yeah . Didn't planned anything extraordinary for this year's welcoming but it was simple tho. 

Was at home with the people having steamboat for dinner . My aunts came as well .

It was a very quiet evening . I feel like I just gotta get outta here. lol

But not that early . Had dinner first then at 11pm went out to fetch Danish.

We were like lost ducks with no particular destinations to hung out in order to witness the fireworks and also the countdown for 12am .

We kinda drove along outside of One U and Curve . Of course we're not gonna enter that zone .

It was packed as hell and there was a massive amount of cars parked along side the highway .

Like. bapak ah . Sanggup org jalan and/or tggu in the car tepi jalan just for the fireworks .

Semangat ! haha 

We were in the car when Fly announces the countdown . Sedih . We got to witness the fireworks near One U . And yes, we parked tepi jalan and tengok je the fireworks from in the car . haha . 

Later after 12, I invited him, Amir J, Lin and whoever who wanna come to finish of the remaining steamboat feast . aha .

They came, later with Ameer Lan and Amer E joined us .

Ate, cleaned up and off to send Lin home cuz she wasn't feeling well .

After that .. Call of Duty babayh ! aha

Played till 5 i think and went home .

I'm kinda an addict now to that game . God its AWESOME !

haha . 

Same goes with that evening . Played some more .

Now here I am in KDE, working .

As usual on sundays . I was hoping like hell that school would start tomorrow but they changed the date to the 10th so yeah .

Holidays are to extend another one week .

I'm getting almost-very bored with holidays to be frank .

Couldn't wait to start classes knowing that I didn't failed any of subjects . SCORE ! 

hahaha . But yeah, just miss the guys and looking forward to this semester to be more awesome than the first one . hee .

Well, that's pretty much what I have in mind .

I'll update about the oh-so-awesome Christmas Eve and Christmas Day that I "celebrated"

later . heeeee 

like, woaaaaah .

Dang it has been a reaaaallly long time since I've update this thingyy . LOL

My oh my, berhabuk sudah blogku ini . Been really busy with things and life . Gosh !

Where should I start ? Hmm .. Oh yeah !

Here :)

I'm kinda super stoked about New Year cuz I really wanna start fresh and new with 2011 coming around just a few days more. Can't wait what lies ahead for me in 2011 ! :D

Anyways, school has been A-W-E-S-O-M-E ~!

I had so much fun yet balanced with the right amount of stress and tension ofcourse. aha .

Exams were stressing. But its all good I guess ? I didn't failed any of my subjects which is a RELIEVED ! That was kinda my aim with this new college . Atleast for the first semester tho .

Hoping not to fail so that I could do better in my 2nd semester.

Now that I knew I did OKAY for my previous semester, I cannot wait to start school this

3rd Jan ! Kinda very excited, hehe .

Since a new year is just around the corner, I kinda wanna make my own new year's resolutions .

Is it ? Resolutions ? Err, wtv lah . haha

Well, here they are :

1) Gonna be extra rajin ESP when it comes to studying (gotta get awesome grades!)

2) Try not to spend as much money on clothes and etc .

3) Save money ! (also for Swiss Trip :D)

4) Eat less !

5) Exercise more (i'll try my best not to be a lazy ass :P)

I think that's pretty much it ? But I'm sure there are more to come .

Just these popped into my head constantly . LOL

Oh well then, I'm outta words .

I'll update more soon :))

Badaboom !

Hey ho !

I mean, peeps . haha .

Long time no blohg .

Well, I've been busy .

For the first time in like what, a month ?

haha .

This whole week I had orientation at KDU .

Yeas, Imma KDU student now bitch .

hahaha (wtf right?)

Anyways, orientation so far is great !

I mean, really . With the new people around me .

Really makes me feel comfortable . Well, maybe for now la kowt ?

Some are nice, some are ....

I wouldn't say not nice, but shy maybe ?

Idk .

As usual, we all have our own group of friends where we "berkepit" with eachother

most of the time right .

Gah, typical of orientations . haha

Most of us hangs out with the ones yang "satu kepala" with themselves .

Even I have my little tiny group of friends .

First up would have to be Mr. Amir .

He's such a sweetheart . I mean, in a friendly way lah .

He's super friendly and always share things or stories with us .

(Y)

Then there is Mr. Kent .

He is cah ray zeee I tell youuu !

haha . In a good way ofcourse .

I'm glad that we clicked instantly when the first time we met .

Well, not exactly instantly .

Atleast we clicked okay ?!

haha

There are other peers that I hang out with, sometimes, but these two

bastards whom I spent my time in campus the most .

hahaha . (my bad :P )

But so far okay la orientation .

My academic advisor is so nice !

He looks a bit like mario, without the hat .

hahah .

He's just adorable lah :))

Anyways, class is starting next week and my schedule is pretty cramped .

Especially on monday !

Imagine la class from 8am till 7pm .

Awesome right .

No joke man . huhu :'(

Got Malaysian Studies on saturdays but it will be in August .

CULA1 students are divided into 3 groups .

Kent and I are in the same group and he's the president/leader for our group .

I is the secretary . hee :')

But its just a rough decision la .

Or probably it will be confirmed .

Idk lah ! haha

Anywho, Im starting to talk/write crap here .

Imma head off and write some other time .

Don't really feel like blogging but wants too .

Urgh, how's that possible ?

haha .

I'm loosing my mind :)

Isn't he the cutest thing ??!!

So be it

I wouldn't know how you get away without replying my texts . Usually you're like 24/7 with your phone . And if whenever we hang out together, your phone will always be in your hands . But when we're far, what happens ? I waited one whole freaking day for you to reply my text . What if I was admitted to the hospital ? Would you come back immediately and come see me ? I don't think so . The incident that happened to me doesn't really hurt . What hurt is that you never seem to care . Sure your're busy with your "new" life and studies there, but does it take a lot of power just for you to text me ? You know how I am when it comes to communications . Or maybe you don't ? I have to admit, I have no idea what's on your mind right now . Clearly I'm not . I'm not asking you to cling to me all the time but I just wanted to see and to know whether you still care about me . I don't care what you're gonna say if you read this . Cuz I don't know what's going on with you . And don't blame me for saying all this . I'm just expressing how I feel . Is it wrong ? You wouldn't seem to care, right ? So be it . Distance hurts . I hate it . It makes me think negatively about you . Tell me which girlfriend wouldn't think so about their boyfriend ? Well forgive me for "concerning" too much . FYI, that's what I do . I care about you because I love you . I'm just bummed that you never really show or express the way you love me . I wouldn't know . You still don't got the clue ? I'm more like the romantic type . I love to be loved by someone . Its hard for me to truly love someone so consider yourself lucky .

I may look like I'm independent or something, but truth is, I'm not . I need you . I need you by my side . This might sound cheesy, but without you I'm nothing . To me, you're not only my boyfriend but also my best friend . My true best friend . I may not have a lot of friends to hang out with rather than you do . I'm sure you know the reason why . I'm not sure whether I can handle this . I hate being alone and being lonely . It hurts not seeing your name appear on my phone . Well, maybe you're bored with me and needs time to get away from me . I know I'm a trouble for you . You would rather be with your friends instead of with me . I get it . It's just one thing I'm asking . Please don't ignore me . Don't abandon me . I can't live knowing my own boyfriend wouldn't "layan" me . It makes me feel I'm a third wheel between you and your life . Or maybe I am ? I'm sure theres a lot of things on your mind right now .

But just so you know, I risk my life for you . I don't wanna say bad things about you, but I figured its the truth . I'll wait for you no matter how much it hurts . Simply because I'm in love with you .

Maybe I should put this in my bathroom

I've just experienced the most horrifying fall evar !

Well, for me la .

The story goes like this :

Mum called me and asked me to go to the hospital to look over for Ashraf .

He was hospitalized for 3 days cuz of high fever and there was like a virus infection in his blood .

So yeah .

I got ready and then I noticed my sister was at home .

She just got back from her trip to Sabah .

I thought of tagging her along to the hospital but luck was totally not on my side .

I used the bathroom to get to her room, see if shes sleeping or what .

She was .

So be it lah, I thought .

I wanted to walk back to my room but suddenly my foot landed wrongly on the slippery

bathroom floor !!

I didn't fall on my butt nor my face and my other body part didn't hurt a bit .

The scary part of my "horrifying" fall is that I felt that the bone at my knee's ligament

like came out and went back in its place !!

Serious shit, that was scary as hell !

I've experienced it before and that time while playing bowling lagi !

haha .

But this time I was like "trauma" about the fall .

Cuz the impact is like sooooo hard and I thought my knee was gonna patah or what .

I sat on the floor while tightly holding my right knee .

Trying to straighten my leg very very slowly .

Luckily I managed to .

Then quickly put a bag of ice pack on my poor knee .

But I think it's not broken kowt .

Just swollen . I think .

Now I had to walk tempang-ly .

Fugly phrase, I know =.=

haha

Which One ?!

These past couple of weeks I was "kinda" busy with my "preparations" and deciding where I should pursue my studies . Its down between KDU and Taylor's .

Both of the colleges are okay but Taylor's is EPIC !

Epic I tell you ! The campus is like woaahhhh !

It amazes me how modern and elite an institution could be .

They even have like a students lounge with pool and foosball table !

Beat that kan ? haha

Long story short, I'm really into Taylor's campus .

But the thing about Taylor's is that, its degree program is like damn expensive !

Its about RM70k++ for only 2 years !

A big turn off for me laa :(

Cuz I have to continue till my degree and takan la nk continue somewhere else kan ?

That'll be awkward . haha

On the other hand, KDU is not bad . Its also well-recognized .

And the environment is okay .

One thing KDU, its diploma is quite pricey .

I've mentioned it before .

But the degree program pulak yang murah .

haha

Thus, the conclusion is both colleges has its pros and cons .

KDU is nearer to home while Taylor's is quite far and I have to face

the massive traffic on LDP sana .

KDU's diploma is more than Taylor's while Taylor's degree is more pricey than any

other private institution I ever know !

Guess I'm sticking to KDU .

Gotta think of the future also right ?

KDU couldn't be that bad .
I hope *crosses fingers*

Anyways, KDU's intake is on the 5th of July .

That means I have about 1 or 2 weeks time still .

Rehat2 la skjap . aha

I'll shall update more often but am just too lazy :D

19/06/2010

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ME !

19 = OLD

DANG ! =.=

As a favor to my future,

This morning I went to KDU College with Mummy ♥

I guess the best choice for me is there if I'm taking Culinary Arts which I obviously am .

I'm not sure whether I'm in love with the course, but I guess I'll give it a shot .

I was given a second chance, hell yeah I'm NOT gonna screw it up .

Besides, the place looks cool . aha

Went and see the counselor for advises and stuff .

He even gave us a tour around the campus !

Well, not a complete tour, he just showed us the kitchen where

the culinary arts students spend most of their time .

They have 9 kitchens ! Like gampang, I know . haha

The place's cool but the fees ain't .

It will cost me and my family RM46k++

hoyeahhhh .

Better not screw up la sial .

haha

That's basically the total fees I gotta pay for my whole program in KDU .

And the duration is about 2 years .

They even said that there will be a trip to Switzerland during my 2nd year

which is so cooooool cuz KDU is sponsoring all the accommodation and flight tickets .

That's what they say la . We'll just wait and see :')

Bottom line is, this is probably my next institution to pursue my "course" for Culinary Arts .

I wouldn't say career . Too risky . LOL

Anyhow, orientation starts 5th of July, so I still got some time to linger around and chill .

But sadly, Muhd Danish b Saiful Bahri is going to MMU :'(

I hate you b, seriously .

I quit MMU, you masuk .

GREAAAAATTTTTTT :(

After this sumpah I lonely kat sini .

Urghh .

Gotta make new friends . Fuk, I'm running out of friends .

Gah :(

Sungai :)

Yesterday(june 13th), Marissa invited me go Ulu Yam . Pergi mandi manda sungai sanaa . aha . I was kinda surprised cuz it was early in the morning . But what the heck kan ? Lagi pun dah lame gila i x mandi sungai . So, I was pretty excited about it . aha . So, tggu pnya tggu they came and picked me up around 10am or so . Them by mean Ameer Lan, Ejai, Marissa, Iza Izwana and also Danish . It was also my first time going mandi sungai with dear boyfriend, so lagi lah exited ! haha .

Ameer Lan drove Marissa's car . It was quite far . Well, for me la kowt ? Cuz I think that was my first time went to Ulu Yam . If not mesti lah ingat jalan right ? aha . On the way there, sempat singgah Petronas . Everyone bought tidbits to munch during the journey . I just went to the toilet to change my shorts cuz my family chum bising i wore a short . So I changed before leaving the house . But it was my outing shorts, so mmg tak la nak pakai that shorts while swimming in the river kan ?

Then we continued our journey . There were a lot of stops and areas for people to mandi manda . But then the guys decided to mandi near the tangki ?. aha . Ikut je laa, since first time pegi ngn deorg :) Sampai2 je, sume chum tataw whether to mandi sini or somewhere else . Cuz there were groups of people there . But at last we managed to find a spot to hang .

Air sungai sumpah sejuk gila babi !! haha . Sounded so noob . But sumpah best gilaa . haha . Da la we found tmpt chum air flowing down the river . Kire chum a waterfall la . But it was kinda smelly cuz byk gila lumut kt situ . I didn't go to that area cuz before there, the sungai chum dalam gila . Kalah swimming pool pnya depth . haha . But it was cool la . haha . We all just linger in the water smpei kecut . Ejai was being his silly self . Lompat sana, panjat sini . aha .

We mandi dalam lebih kurang 2 hours i think . Then, my body started to itch . So is Ameer Lan . Tup tup tgh syok mandi, titibe hujan renyai . So we decided to stop and call it a day . Sampai je kat kereta, it started to rain heavily . Ejai bukak baju tgk his body penuh ngn ala2 mosquito bite . Byk gle ! Tgk pun bulu roma naik . But unfortunately he wasn't the only one yg kene . I had them too ! But not as bad as Ejai's la . Kat my stomach kne, my legs . Serious gatal gle babi .

Since at that area doesn't have a toilet for us to change, we decided to head down back to check out whether there's a public toilet ke ape . Then we stop at this one place . Tmpt tu actually kne bayar, but sume bwat bodoh je . Masuk2 jalan menuju ke arah toilet . haha . lawak gle . Then we mandi beramai-ramai kt luar toilet tu cuz we found there was a pipe for us to mandi laa . With clothes on that is . Marissa, Ejai, Iza and I pun mandi lah basah2 kan badan there . When its time to change, I realized that my shirt tade in my bag ! Panic gle kowt !

I told Danish that my shirt might be in Marissa's car cuz maybe chum terjatuh ke ape . Then he lend me his shirt . haha . Got to the car and the shirt was there . So careless of me . aha

It was tiring but I had loads of fun ! Just relaxing mandi sungai with friends . haha . But unfortunately pictures weren't taken since all of us were swimming in the river . But nevermind lah, the memories that counts .

Thank you, you guys for inviting me ! I had a blast ! :')

Fuck My Life !

I feel like crying my heart out and killing myself !

urghh

8to8 @ Kelab Darul Ehsan

Jalan jam teruk gila from Duke to Ampang =.=

Sempat bervaining lg . aha :P

The whole outlook of our little shop .


Oreo Soft Cake :')
Was price tagging 'em before snapping this pic


KDE's chicken chop . Damn expensive but luckily its delicious .
Picture taken afta I ate half of it . haha

I'm in LOVE

with these kind of videos . the creator's a genius :')

ps: these were the smallest size on the youtube embed thingy .

i have no idea how to make it smaller =.=(via google chrome)

I hate

• being away from you
• not knowing where you are
• not having credit to talk or text you
• not talking or texting you
• not being with you
• you talking to other girls privately
• it when awkwardness is in our way
• fighting and arguing with you
• it when you're in a bad mood, makes me in a bad mood
• it when I think of bad stuff about you
• it when we don't spend time together
• it when I miss you, makes me feel really lonely
• when you don't text me back
• the times when you're busy
• it when I feel as though I'm not good enough for you
• the fact I couldn't go a day without texting you
• the fact you make me fall even more in love every single day

Though there are more things I hate, but they're all the good things .

ily b :')

June's

definitely not my month . I hate having a bad start at anything and everything . Once you're at a bad start, you'll know how the end's gonna be . I so don't need this right now . Sooner or later, I might not know who my real self is . Like seriously . I'm always angry and frustrated for no apparent reason . I think I'm gonna loose myself . Emotional breakdown . haha

Gosh, I HATE MY LIFE !

Why ? Semua serba tak kene ! Life, studies, future, friends, relationship . You name it . I feel like such a big mess and hell I don't know where to start gaining back my life properly .

Earlier this evening my brother was like advising me about I should just quit MMU and take other courses at any U or college . He was practically asking me to take Culinary Arts . I don't mind . He said I didn't put enough effort during my studies in MMU . So basically, I've wasted one whole fucking year for being such an lazy ass . Yes people . Its a good thing for me to leave MMU cuz I don't really fancy the environment there either . At this point, I don't give a fuck about my studies anymore . Cuz I don't know what course to take or what I'm gonna do to further my studies . I'll just leave it to them . At least I get a second chance . Alhamdulillah :')

Well, that's one thing good la kowt ? One down, a gazillion more good things to go .

Lady luck is so not on my side .

Oh, one more thing for YOU . Yes YOU .

Call me selfish, I don't care . But I've waited too long for some moments but my hopes were too high . Eventhough I knew how the story's gonna be . Because I am so stubborn, I wait . Patiently I wait . There will come at a point where I might quit at what I was waiting for. But for now I won't . Simply because .

!st Day of June

Goodbye May, Hello Dear June ! aha . I'm feeling kinda exited towards this month . I wonder why la kan ?? *kening2* haha . Its that time of month again where I'd suppose to feel special and mature about myself . Pffttt ! haha . Long story short, me birthday is coming up ! :') 18 more days to go . hee

I'm not sure whether I should be counting days till my birthday, but I can't help but to feel exited bout the "big day" . I really don't know what to expect this year . But all my birthdays before this are just plain normal . Nothing that special or memorable . Except for last year though . I get this sweet small surprise by my love . Comel jea the cake . hehe .

Better not expect anything right ? But I did told my mum that I wanted a DSLR camera . God, those things are awesome ! I told my mum that I would rather carry around a DSLR rather than a handbag . haha . Well, the DSLR is one of the things I would want for my birthday this year . I think this year I have the most "expensive" wishlist . haha

Birthday Wishlist 2010 :-

1) a DSLR camera

2) iPhone

3) iPod Touch

4) a White Suzuki Swift

5) Lots and lots of MONEY

Well, aren't these things expensive ? I wish I could fulfill all my wishes . But memang tak dapat la jack . haha . Harapan jea la . Kalau dapat one of them pun tape . Since I've only told my mum that I wanted #1, probably I'll get that one je la kowt ? aha . Farah, don't keep your hopes too high . Keep it low, really low .

Anywho, I don't really mind what I'll be getting for my birthday this year . Bersyukur je la ngn ape yang dapat, right ? I just hope for a smooth sailing journey this June . Just hope that everything's gonna be alright .

Okayyy, suddenly I'm out of words . Dang it ! Td fikir mcm2 . haha . Wtv la . I'll post it another time . Toodles people xoxo

Cupcake Days

Today I went to Bake with Yen in Puchong for the Cupcake Decoration Class . Yes, it is way in Puchong . Left the house at 9.30 am and arrived there exactly 10 am . Luckily I wasn't late andwasn't the only one that's late . aha . I is very tired to type bout everything that happened so, I is gonna let you see pictures ! haha

They provide the cupcakes and even showed us how to bake 'em !

The class . There were less than 15 people . But hell lot of cupcakes . aha


These are mocha flavored cupcakes . The instructor showed us how to bake plain and moist choc cupcake but I didn't get the chance to snap the pics . heh

I think this was the time that the instructor was

showing us how to do the icinngs and frostings .


Down here are the decorations I made during the class .
hee :')
There were like 20 different designs, but malas nk upload :P