I wouldn't know how you get away without replying my texts . Usually you're like 24/7 with your phone . And if whenever we hang out together, your phone will always be in your hands . But when we're far, what happens ? I waited one whole freaking day for you to reply my text . What if I was admitted to the hospital ? Would you come back immediately and come see me ? I don't think so . The incident that happened to me doesn't really hurt . What hurt is that you never seem to care . Sure your're busy with your "new" life and studies there, but does it take a lot of power just for you to text me ? You know how I am when it comes to communications . Or maybe you don't ? I have to admit, I have no idea what's on your mind right now . Clearly I'm not . I'm not asking you to cling to me all the time but I just wanted to see and to know whether you still care about me . I don't care what you're gonna say if you read this . Cuz I don't know what's going on with you . And don't blame me for saying all this . I'm just expressing how I feel . Is it wrong ? You wouldn't seem to care, right ? So be it . Distance hurts . I hate it . It makes me think negatively about you . Tell me which girlfriend wouldn't think so about their boyfriend ? Well forgive me for "concerning" too much . FYI, that's what I do . I care about you because I love you . I'm just bummed that you never really show or express the way you love me . I wouldn't know . You still don't got the clue ? I'm more like the romantic type . I love to be loved by someone . Its hard for me to truly love someone so consider yourself lucky .I may look like I'm independent or something, but truth is, I'm not . I need you . I need you by my side . This might sound cheesy, but without you I'm nothing . To me, you're not only my boyfriend but also my best friend . My true best friend . I may not have a lot of friends to hang out with rather than you do . I'm sure you know the reason why . I'm not sure whether I can handle this . I hate being alone and being lonely . It hurts not seeing your name appear on my phone . Well, maybe you're bored with me and needs time to get away from me . I know I'm a trouble for you . You would rather be with your friends instead of with me . I get it . It's just one thing I'm asking . Please don't ignore me . Don't abandon me . I can't live knowing my own boyfriend wouldn't "layan" me . It makes me feel I'm a third wheel between you and your life . Or maybe I am ? I'm sure theres a lot of things on your mind right now .
But just so you know, I risk my life for you . I don't wanna say bad things about you, but I figured its the truth . I'll wait for you no matter how much it hurts . Simply because I'm in love with you .
