Gosh, I HATE MY LIFE !
Why ? Semua serba tak kene ! Life, studies, future, friends, relationship . You name it . I feel like such a big mess and hell I don't know where to start gaining back my life properly .
Earlier this evening my brother was like advising me about I should just quit MMU and take other courses at any U or college . He was practically asking me to take Culinary Arts . I don't mind . He said I didn't put enough effort during my studies in MMU . So basically, I've wasted one whole fucking year for being such an lazy ass . Yes people . Its a good thing for me to leave MMU cuz I don't really fancy the environment there either . At this point, I don't give a fuck about my studies anymore . Cuz I don't know what course to take or what I'm gonna do to further my studies . I'll just leave it to them . At least I get a second chance . Alhamdulillah :')
Well, that's one thing good la kowt ? One down, a gazillion more good things to go .
Lady luck is so not on my side .
Oh, one more thing for YOU . Yes YOU .
Call me selfish, I don't care . But I've waited too long for some moments but my hopes were too high . Eventhough I knew how the story's gonna be . Because I am so stubborn, I wait . Patiently I wait . There will come at a point where I might quit at what I was waiting for. But for now I won't . Simply because .
