Mygoddd, so much has happened this past few weeks . And felt like forever since I've updated my bloggayhh .
Well, exams just fuckin finished *evil laugh* but I'm not so happy about it . Kinda nervous cuz afta this will be the results . Dayummnn ! Takutnya :( Cuz i did quite bad on my papers . They were so freaking hard and I didn't do much studying either . Padan muka me . haha . I felt like it was a bad week to have the exams . I didn't have the mood to study AT ALL . Teruk kan ? Saya memang pemalas tahap gaban ! haha .
Anyways, I don't feel like talking/sharing about this week and last week . Sangat lah teramat malas ! :D
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Idk what I'm doing with my life right now . Feels like its a waste pun ade, feel like tade pape pun ade . urgh . Rimas betul :( I'm jus afraid with what's gonna happen next . I mean with my life and most important, my FUTURE :(
I just realized this while I was doing my last paper which is Supplementary paper, Computer Applications 1 . It was damn hard I tell u ! Goshh, right there and then I gave up doing it terus .That baaaadddd . heh
I realized that now i regret like hellllll . Seriously . I regret I didn't study as I should have .
Bler fikir balik, MMU is kinda easy to pass and get good grades . Cuz the examination system is quite easy and similar to SPM's format . U just gotta work ur ass off like hell . Tu je the secret off being success =_= And now, I officially regret gle babi about what has happened this past one year . I did enjoyed it but not the way I should have . Too much "hoo haa-ing" . And now I'm afraid what's gonna happen afta this . If I don't pass this semester, most probably I'm out from MMU . Fukk, Idk what to do if I'm out . Well, my family let me choose wtv I like to do and I think its kinda cool but I really don't know what course to take as a back up plan . Ohmaagodd, whattahell am I gonna do ?? Takutnya :( Im like so confused and sangatlah blur . Oh and plus I've applied this thingy for a volunteer work during SUKMA . Yes, SUKMA . haha . I was hoping that they would gimme Tenpin Bowling, but tataw la . This coming Monday til God knows when (kate pendek x igt . LOL), ade like this camp for us volunteers to go training like program la kowt before the actual thing . But the thing is, if I go, I'd miss one whole week of holiday and a lot of things lg like hanging out with dear boyf and friends .
I'm not sure whether this "camp" is necessary or not . But I so don't wanna go ! But takut x dpt volunteer for SUKMA la pulak nnt . Cuz they said that they're paying us by the day during the event . Not sure how much but what the heck kan ? I'm in need of $$$ do freaking bad right now . Thought of saving it for August . Tah sape pnya birthday la kan *winksssss :P
And now I don't know whether to go to that "camp" or not . Urgh, stressnya hidup !!!!!!!!!!!!! :((
Dah la, I'm all outta words . Till nxt time kay ? xoxo
